The process that I like to use most when painting is a bit like drifting at sea... I have my paddle and oars, and a sense of direction, getting to the island is another story.
I don't mind throwing in an experiment every now and again, to see where it takes me... in fact, that is what I love most about painting. I can stay right in my studio and make the sun shine, or not.
One of the things that bother most about painting is the lack of satisfaction. While I am painting I am completely taken by the lull of the waves, but quickly this feeling comes to a crashing end when I am finished with the piece.
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I don't quite understand it all yet, but somehow the paintings seem to connect with my feelings. It is almost as though I wouldn't need to use words to express myself, but still I do, so that I can figure out what it was that kid inside was trying to say.